In it I found that the political discourse would love its ethical moon.
A wonderment. A one sum.
Bewitching affinities built upon antinomies.
Abstract, an expression, a wool cap
of ornament for the sake of weather.
Loving him helpless anew helped. Loving her helplessly anew helped.
Leaving it all behind helplessly helped.
Building around the moribund became a kind of blessing.
I left constituents around the number one, and I won,
and I felt simple or glad,
or finally, incandescent, and comfortably large in my honesty, a kind of hanging of the rituals,
the clothes, the sense of living in them upright.
I felt trouble pinging from my thumb muscles but I ignored the throb.
I looked out and out into a dense and driven fog and said goodbye to its flavor.
I said goodbye to more than ten years of saying Will you please love me?
I wanted to birth a kind of abstract expressionism of the merely objective
and the racialized lover of things.
Onement or ornament or I won an ornament or I loved an ornament
and the onement of myself resolved. I resolved and thus I became into myself a one
that I thought would never be allowed.
And I moved outside of the fog into a place that signified art.