At the Assembly of the Governing Bodies _(Red Tape)_

Stephanie Schlaifer



Beside your longing,


            someone takes the minutes
            in a peculiar shorthand

                   :oughts & shouldn’ts & wouldn’t wes.


A leader            then    a congregation
             —everyone familiar with the verse.


                                              They ask,
                                                                    What purpose is there in being
                                                                    disagreeable? Unamenable?


<Inquiries about the earnestness of your desire>
Someone produces a mirror, proper shoes

                                                                   Temper, temper, little drums


                                              Time to go out walking


                                                                   See—she has unoccupied herself
                                                                   Now she is       persuadable

Their word                                              They say,

                                                                   What to do when we are full of lead?
                                                                   When a waxiness has formed the medium of our
                                                                   hands?

                                                                   She must join in! Participate!

Your conscience is nothing but a little red tape.


Enter: the forest of the mind
where, lo, you are heavy and bereft.

                                                                   She has become
                                                                   an obstacle
                                                                   an irritant
                                                                   a salt

                                                                   And she desires
                                                                   nothing

And I desire nothing

                                                                   She thinks that there is
                                                                   nothing

But what if there is nothing

                                                                   So what if there is nothing

But what if there is nothing but
this accumulation of aches?

                                                                  Say we sent out rabbits—dozens into field and
                                                                   forest—
                                                                   and a low fox running—as if through fire

                                                                   Which does she try first to retrieve?


                                                                   Does she take the hunter with the gun?
Do I use myself against?
                                                                   Play for her the plaintive cry
                                                                   The great horned owl’s six-throated call

                                                                   Does she want to see the danger overtake?


In the vulnerability of daybreak
your hands are full of rabbits

                                                                   Her mouth is full of salt

                                                                   Do not wait for the field to form a clearing.
                                                                   Show us an animal in the absence.

Show me an animal that is without its violence.