Awake in light and without hurry, I wrote
while my students wrote of mornings. A rose
before the light, a perfumed chamber, alone.
Arose in cold darkness. How I wanted to look out
from a high place. Wanted the view, warm,
a hammock, a stack of books, no others,
my children (tight knot
in the rope) with me, in my sight,
playing, or maybe sleeping, out of harm,
not needing me.